dere it iz

every day i feel further away from being the best person i can be. everytime i pass up an opportunity to spend time doing something better for myself, im aware of how much im moving backwards instead of progressing, its not neutrality, im making myself a worse person. in not doing the right thing, im doing a very very wrong thing.



today i went to school to type some things out and to meet with my teacher. i missed an answer that i got it right the first time, but changed. then to the grocery store, then home. now ive eaten too much ice cream, need to plan a bike ride, and have an idea for soe of the too-big clothing i bought yesterday.



im wearing an eighties outfit, my green high-waisted shorts, a pastel shirt, and on bottom my ballet slippers.

i feel bad today.