i keep on making this weird mistake, i try to open up an account of mine, called "im choking" but when i say the name in my head, i type "im joking", always. i dont know. that story wasnt particularly important to me. i dont feel like anything is immediately important to me, everything im involved in just grows on me but never do i feel like putting together a sentence about it. i wish people just knew me and what i was about, then i didnt have to talk as much.
i have no way of knowing what anything i write means to you. i wish i did so i could figure out how to get people to understand.
after thinking about it, im pretty sold on the idea that i might be really shitty person to be around.